Wednesday, December 16, 2009

YO HOO~~~~~~

Holiday had started, and I am busy over friends' birthday..

Finally, it is time to be my turn lo!!!!!!

Heading off the next morning, and I will be back on the 21st..

=DDDDDD

Yi Qiang said he gonna miss me for this few days,

HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA..

I also know, all my friends will sure miss me ba????

Anyway, whoever dun miss me is not my friend lo!!!!!

Just kidding la..

=DDDDDD

Update more when I am back..

AND, I am going to miss a few friends' birthday..

Yi Qiang, I will miss you too..

=DDDDD

{/5:10 PM}

Journey of LOVE

Saturday, December 12, 2009

當我對你的愛幻化成恨時，請原諒我的不懂事。因爲，我已經愛不起你了。

當我落下心疼的眼淚卻挽回不了我們的感情時，請原諒我的不告而別。因爲，我希望你快樂。

當我獨自一人只能看著你唯一的相片過日時，請原諒我的自私。因爲，我來不及了。

Currently working hard on my another story, neglected it after I finished the one for Yi Qiang..

Despite I am still thinking of the ending for this story, and the middle content of this story, because I not sure if I should stick to my own style, or trying to change it..

Then I going to proceed on writing the story that belonged to me, not long ago..

I am leading my life unplanned, seriously lifelessly, aimlessly..

So what if I have dreams or hopes, so what if I trying my best to make those come true??

End up, I am still stucked here!!!!

Stucked in the life I couldnt fight through, a life that regardless how much hard work I put it there is no perfect outcome..

I judged it myself, I choose this path myself, I thought those things are important to me,

but who knows, whatever I THOUGHT doesnt seems to be mine, doesnt meant the same as what I think..

THANKS, friends..

You guys know what I really need at the point of time, CRAZINESS..

So you guys put in all your effort, in order to make me high, stay crazy..

*muacks*

It is my pleasure to know you guys, I will cherish this friendship we are holding on now,

but if one day all of you have girlfriend, do tell your girlfriend I am just a CLOSE friend of yours, if not they will get JEALOUS..

HAHAHHAHAHHAHA..

I knew the truth behind that story, but how I hope I dunno everything..

Because that was a tragedy, a tragic ending..

A man can kept his promise for 30years, the other two can hate each other for 30years,

what had gone wrong???

Destiny again??

And it sacrificed a precious life, what in return then??

It seriously made me deep in thoughts again..

Because I never thought it will really happen in real life, even after I had heard it..

However, they are all who I known, whom I respected,

therefore, I choose to believe it..

-----------------end of emo----------------

OK, what name should I give to my god-daughter??

She is currently in the incubator due to the lack of nutrients when she was in mother's tummy,

despite Alice ate alot of nutritious stuff during her pregnancy but I think her health more or less affected it..

PLEASE, I am praying hard for the health of my precious god-daughter!!!!!

Dun disappoint me again, please..

Yi Qiang came out of many names, but he said should let the father choose it,

so I got no other choice but trying to give many options for Calvin to choose..

=DDDDDDDDDD

But I picked the Chinese name, because my Chinese is better them..

HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHA..

*You said, you are giving me one more year*

{/2:20 PM}

Journey of LOVE

Thursday, December 10, 2009

GoodBye emo, GoodBye the dream, Welcome my FIRST god-daughter in this day..

THANKS, at least I am not totally abandoned,

because a tiny life came into my world, let me feel responsible and alive..

=DDDDDD

Alice finally gave birth to her precious baby girl,

Calvin was completely crazy, Yi Qiang still has the mood to trick me out,

and me??

Extremely HAPPY!!!!!!

=DDDDDD

I got a chance to choose the name for my god-daughter,

so the entire night I was discussing with Yi Qiang whether which name suit her..

All sort of names came out from us, until I think each one can also be my daughter's name in the future..

Alice did a pretty good job, and thanks god she didnt undergo much suffering,

her daughter must has know how tough her mother was, so she came out to this world smoothly and healthy..

=DDDDDD

So now, I have got a god-son and a god-daughter..

Watched New Moon with Jessica,

with her keep mentioning how handsome the two male leads are,

and if only, the guy name is not JACOB..

HAHAHHAHAHHAHA..

At night time, met with Yi Qiang and once again only the two of us in such a big flat,

watching the drama I bought not long ago,

and comment all the way..

Currently using his VAIO laptop blogging and I love this slim laptop..

No school tomorrow, and I prepared for a long holiday too,

therefore not going to school next Monday.. =P

Remember we set our promise in four years time??

29.02.2012..

And you can see, how much we changed in just a year..

Scary changes, destined fate..

*I am smiling, with all my heart..*

{/11:58 PM}

Journey of LOVE

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

THANKS, "BOY"..

Your praises, your effort, your everything are keeping me back to normal,

at least for a night, my eyes, my mind is filled with only you and not that person..

THANKS..

In conversation, (I am super proud of myself of remembering the whole convo.. =P)

YQ : "Bought your charger??"

ME : "YEAH, now I walking home le.."

YQ : "Wanna join me??"

ME : "But my leg aching le.."

YQ : "I ask someone go pick you up, wait for him ok??"

ME : "Why not you come fetch me le??"
YQ : "I go and buy drinks for you?? Here only have liquor.. What drinks you want??"

ME : "I cannot drink liquor meh??"
YQ : "You tomorrow still got school, so dun drink better la!!"

ME : "OH.. You just buy lo.. I anything de.."

YQ : "OK.. Go prepare, he leave the place le.."

He was super sweet the entire night, and I didnt ki siao for the entire night too..

We were like bickering around, from I start doing my work till I completed, then head back home, took us more than two hours of bickering.. =DDDD

THANKS, you seen through me again..

So you put so much effort into it, just to exchange my smile and normal..

And I didnt disappoint you too??

I did a great job, right??

You taught me well, using your style of threatening which only I understand your intention..

With the entire sealed box of cigarettes, and varieties of brand,

I am still not tempted..

All because, you said this is a exchange promise with me,

I will keep this promise as far as I can go, so that I wont disappoint you and make you in a dilemma..

=DDDD

儅一個浪子肯爲了個女人而回頭，這也意味著那個女人將會是這浪子的最後歸宿。

Remember this sentence??

"Gan-die" told me this in front of you, after you leave him and we were together..

Yesterday just remember it and even told Xiujing about it,

does it come true??
YES, it does..

At least we had our two years in peace.. =DDDD

Holiday coming, my vacation, my Christmas celebration, my New Year hopes..

Every year I will wish of the same things, but till now none come true,

however my age keep increasing and time really files SOOOOOOOOOOOOO fast!!!!!

HAIX..

I am going to grumble that I am OLD again..

Then Yi Qiang gonna say that I am scaring myself, while he is older than me four years and he didnt even talk about or worrying about his age..

*IT'S YOU?? ONLY YOU?? I doubt so..*

{/2:07 PM}

Journey of LOVE